Tokyo Shinjuu
(Tokyo Suicide)
the GazettE
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"Otoosan, okaasan
Watashi, ano hito to toukyou de kurasu koto ni shimashita
Baka na koto da to wa juubun wakattemasu
Watashi date mou kodomo ja arimasen
Jibun de kangaeremasu
Gomen nasai
Saigo no wagamama yurushite kudasai..."
Ai suru hito ga ima no watashi no subete desu
Anata ga iru kara
Watashi wa watashi de irareru no
Ano hi anata kara watasareta
Toukyou yuki no kippu to
Uchiakete kureta
Shourai no yume wa
"Kono machi wo dete toukyou de
Isshi ni kurashite kurenai ka?"
Ureshikatta
Fuan nante sukoshimo nakatta
Ai suru hito ga issho desu kara
Tsurai toki ya sabishii toki mo
Tashou aru deshou ga
Tayoru kazoku mo sutete kimashita
Baka na amae ya miren mo zenbu
Anata to no atarashii jinsei to
Yume no tame ni
Mazushisa ga mi ni shimiwataru
Dakedo anata ga iru kara
Kaeri wo matsu jikan sae mo
Shiawase de afureteru
Kokoro wo komete tsukutta
Anata ga suki na ryouri
Yorokobu kao ga hayaku mitai...
Mitai desu
"Toukyou no seikatsu ni mo narete kimashita
Ano hito wa mainichi osoku made oshigoto ganbattemasu
Sono sei deshouka, saikin genki ga nai you ni omoemasu
Watashi ga kiitemo, tada kutabireta egao wo miseru dake de
Kotaete kuremasen
Shinpai de shikata nai desu"
"Tadaima"
Totemo yasashii anata no koe
Tsurai toki wa itsumo
Futari de sasae atta
Donna ni fukou demo
Futari nara daijoubu datta
Ai ga sameta wake ja nai
Tada otagai no kimochi ga
Soppo wo muiteta dake
Hajimete anata ga naiteta
Shakai ni yabureta yoru
Nante koe wo kakeraretara ii a
...Oshiete
Yume no tame ni nakushita
Shiawase na katei wa
Mae wo mukezu tada kuyashikute
Naite iru
Mazushisa ga mi ni shimiru
Futari wa te wo totte
Kisetsu hazure no senkou hanabi wo
Mitsumeteru
Kono hidane ga ochite
Miren ga naku nattara
Me wo tojite gokkan no umi e...
Futari de
Tsunaida te ga hodokete
M uni naru watashi to anata
"Anata to sugoshita juusankagetsukan
Hontou ni iroiro arimashita ne
Issho ni ita kara yoku wakarimasu
Ganbarisugite tsukareta desho?
Mou daijoubu
Watashi zutto issho ni iru kara
Gomen ne tousan, kaasan
Atashi kono hito nashi ja ikite yukenai
Shinpai sasete gomen nasai
Gomen nasai. Gomen nasai..."
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"Dad, Mom
I've decided to live with him in Tokyo
I know it's stupid
But I'm not a child anymore
I can think for myself
I'm sorry
Please forgive this last bit of selfishness..."
The one I love is everything to me now
Because I have you
I can be myself
That day when you gave me
A ticket to Tokyo
And told me about
Your dreams for the future, saying
"Will you leave this town
And live in Tokyo with me?"
I was a little hesitant
But happy
I wasn't at all worried
Because I was with the one I love
There will probably be
Hard times and lonely times
But I've abandoned the family I could depend on
Along with my stupid dependence and attachment
For this new life with you
And for your dreams
I'll live in poverty
But because I have you
Even the time spent waiting for you to come home
Is filled with happiness
I made your favourite food
With all my heart
I can't wait to see your happy face...
I can't wait
"I've gotten used to Tokyo life
He's working late every night
Maybe that's why, but he doesn't seem happy lately
If I ask him about it, he just smiles tiredly
And won't answer
I'm so worried about him"
"I'm home"
Your voice is so kind
In hard times
We always supported each other
No matter how bad things were
Together, we were all right
It's not that our love grew cold
It's just that our feelings
Started to turn the other way
The first time I saw you cry
When society crushed you
I didn't know what to say
...Tell me
The happy home we lost
For the sake of your dreams
Is just full of regret, not looking forward
And crying
Living in poverty
We take each other's hands
And look
At the unseasonal fireworks
If we've no regrets
When the fuse runs out
Let's close our eyes and jump into the freezing ocean...
Together
Our hands come apart
As you and I become nothing
"So much happened
In these thirteen months with you
I know because I was with you
Did you try too hard and wear yourself out?
It's all right now
I'll always be with you
Sorry, Dad, Mom
I can't live without him
I'm sorry I worried you
I'm sorry. I'm sorry..."
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