Jully/Ningen Shikkaku

Ningen Shikkaku
(Human Failure)

Jully

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Shirokuro no shikai wa itsumo ame furi de Sono ageku haisetsu sareta ubugoe da Kono ude wo kitte nagareru akai itami Hitotoki no anshinkan ni izon shita Tamotenai jibun wo kara ni tojikomete Iki basho mo shinu basho sae mo ushinatta Kodoku Aa keshitai mou kietai Boku wa hontou wa dare desu ka Boku wa hontou ni ikite imasu ka Sore wo dareka mitomete kuremasu ka Kotae wa tayasui Kono sekai ni iro wo tsuketakute Kono sekai de jikkan ga hoshikute Jibun dewa mou tarinaku natte Boku wa ningen wo yameta Aa keshitai mou kietai Aa keshitai mou shinitai Boku wa hontou wa dare desu ka Boku wa hontou ni ikite imasu ka Sore wo dareka mitomete kuremasu ka Kotae wa tayasui Kono sekai ni iro wo tsuketakute Kono sekai de jikkan ga hoshikute Boku dewa mou tarinai Tarinai... Zatsuon ga kachi wo kimeru kara Sono te no ondo ga kowakute Kokoro wo nozokareru no ga kowakute Demo kekkyoku wa magyaku Boku wa hontou wa dare desu ka Boku wa hontou ni ikite imasu ka Sore wo dareka mitomete kuremasu ka Boku ga ningen wo yametemo

My field of vision is black and white, nothing but rain And then finally a wail's shat out I relied on the momentary peace Of the red pain flowing from my slashed arms Unable to sustain myself, I holed up in my shell And lost not only a place to live, but a place to die Loneliness Ah, I want to make it all disappear, I just want to disappear Who am I really? Am I really living? Will someone reassure me? The answer's simple I just want to add color to this world I just want a sense of reality in this world But I'm not enough anymore I quit being human Ah, I want to make it all disappear, I just want to disappear Ah, I want to make it all disappear, I just want to die Who am I really? Am I really living? Will someone reassure me? The answer's simple I just want to add color to this world I just want a sense of reality in this world But I'm not enough Not enough... Noise determines value So I was scared of the warmth of your hand I was scared that someone would see inside my heart But in the end I needn't have worried Who am I really? Am I really living? Will someone reassure me Even if I quit being human?