KOTOKO/Absurd

Absurd

KOTOKO

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Saguriau kokoro no Bimyou na kyori ga tsurakute Kowasu koto sore mo dekinakute "Sannin de aou..." to mata hagurakashi nigeteru Taisetsu na mono tebanasenai Konna ni yureteru no wa kimi ga yasashii kara "Yuujou" sore wa yowai bokutachi no iiwake Aitai omoi ga kasokudo wo tsukete yuku keredo Sugoshita jikan ga bokura no jama wo suru Itsu made sorashita hitomi no nukumori kesenai ne Kakushita kimochi ga ima afurete kuru yo Ichiban taisetsu ni shitai kimi no sono egao Kowasu koto sore dake kowakute Hamidasu kanjou wo nigiri shimete taeteta Tagai ni tesaguri no mainichi Tomadoinagara kyori wo chikazukete yuku no? "Yuujou" sonna kotoba suteraretara ii no ni... Kizu tsuke au koto osorete namida wo kobamu kedo Itoshii omoide mune ga kurushiku naru Aenaku naru nara kono mama ima no mama de ii to Yurameku negai wo kono te de kowashitai Aitai omoi ga kasokudo wo tsukete yuku keredo Sugoshita jikan ga bokura no jama wo suru Setsunai omoide kono mama fue tsuzukeru no nara Mou boku wa nigenai kimi wo dakishimeru yo Kokoro de... Kono te de... Kimi dake...

This complicated distance is painful As our hearts feel each other out But I can't break it I evade things again by saying "let's meet again, the three of us..." I can't let go of what's important The reason I'm wavering like this is because of your kindness "Friendship", that's just our excuse The feeling of missing you accelerates But the time we spent together interferes Though you always look away, I can't get rid of the warmth of your eyes The feelings I've kept hidden are now overflowing Your smile is what I want to treasure most I was just afraid of breaking it So I tried to hold my feelings in and bear it Every day we feel each other out Will we get closer though we're confused? "Friendship", if only I could throw that word away... We refuse to cry, afraid of hurting each other But my heart aches with these precious memories If otherwise would mean not seeing you, I'd rather we stay as we are I want to break this flickering wish with my own hands The feeling of missing you accelerates But the time we spent together interferes If these bittersweet memories are only going to multiply I won't run away anymore; I'll embrace you With my heart... With these hands... Only you...