The GazettE/Tokyo Shinjuu

Tokyo Shinjuu
(Tokyo Suicide)

the GazettE

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"Otoosan, okaasan Watashi, ano hito to toukyou de kurasu koto ni shimashita Baka na koto da to wa juubun wakattemasu Watashi date mou kodomo ja arimasen Jibun de kangaeremasu Gomen nasai Saigo no wagamama yurushite kudasai..." Ai suru hito ga ima no watashi no subete desu Anata ga iru kara Watashi wa watashi de irareru no Ano hi anata kara watasareta Toukyou yuki no kippu to Uchiakete kureta Shourai no yume wa "Kono machi wo dete toukyou de Isshi ni kurashite kurenai ka?" Watashi wa sukoshi tomadoinagara mo Ureshikatta Fuan nante sukoshimo nakatta Ai suru hito ga issho desu kara Tsurai toki ya sabishii toki mo Tashou aru deshou ga Tayoru kazoku mo sutete kimashita Baka na amae ya miren mo zenbu Anata to no atarashii jinsei to Yume no tame ni Mazushisa ga mi ni shimiwataru Dakedo anata ga iru kara Kaeri wo matsu jikan sae mo Shiawase de afureteru Kokoro wo komete tsukutta Anata ga suki na ryouri Yorokobu kao ga hayaku mitai... Mitai desu "Toukyou no seikatsu ni mo narete kimashita Ano hito wa mainichi osoku made oshigoto ganbattemasu Sono sei deshouka, saikin genki ga nai you ni omoemasu Watashi ga kiitemo, tada kutabireta egao wo miseru dake de Kotaete kuremasen Shinpai de shikata nai desu" "Tadaima" Totemo yasashii anata no koe Tsurai toki wa itsumo Futari de sasae atta Donna ni fukou demo Futari nara daijoubu datta Ai ga sameta wake ja nai Tada otagai no kimochi ga Soppo wo muiteta dake Hajimete anata ga naiteta Shakai ni yabureta yoru Nante koe wo kakeraretara ii a ...Oshiete Yume no tame ni nakushita Shiawase na katei wa Mae wo mukezu tada kuyashikute Naite iru Mazushisa ga mi ni shimiru Futari wa te wo totte Kisetsu hazure no senkou hanabi wo Mitsumeteru Kono hidane ga ochite Miren ga naku nattara Me wo tojite gokkan no umi e... Futari de Tsunaida te ga hodokete M uni naru watashi to anata "Anata to sugoshita juusankagetsukan Hontou ni iroiro arimashita ne Issho ni ita kara yoku wakarimasu Ganbarisugite tsukareta desho? Mou daijoubu Watashi zutto issho ni iru kara Gomen ne tousan, kaasan Atashi kono hito nashi ja ikite yukenai Shinpai sasete gomen nasai Gomen nasai. Gomen nasai..."

"Dad, Mom I've decided to live with him in Tokyo I know it's stupid But I'm not a child anymore I can think for myself I'm sorry Please forgive this last bit of selfishness..." The one I love is everything to me now Because I have you I can be myself That day when you gave me A ticket to Tokyo And told me about Your dreams for the future, saying "Will you leave this town And live in Tokyo with me?" I was a little hesitant But happy I wasn't at all worried Because I was with the one I love There will probably be Hard times and lonely times But I've abandoned the family I could depend on Along with my stupid dependence and attachment For this new life with you And for your dreams I'll live in poverty But because I have you Even the time spent waiting for you to come home Is filled with happiness I made your favourite food With all my heart I can't wait to see your happy face... I can't wait "I've gotten used to Tokyo life He's working late every night Maybe that's why, but he doesn't seem happy lately If I ask him about it, he just smiles tiredly And won't answer I'm so worried about him" "I'm home" Your voice is so kind In hard times We always supported each other No matter how bad things were Together, we were all right It's not that our love grew cold It's just that our feelings Started to turn the other way The first time I saw you cry When society crushed you I didn't know what to say ...Tell me The happy home we lost For the sake of your dreams Is just full of regret, not looking forward And crying Living in poverty We take each other's hands And look At the unseasonal fireworks If we've no regrets When the fuse runs out Let's close our eyes and jump into the freezing ocean... Together Our hands come apart As you and I become nothing "So much happened In these thirteen months with you I know because I was with you Did you try too hard and wear yourself out? It's all right now I'll always be with you Sorry, Dad, Mom I can't live without him I'm sorry I worried you I'm sorry. I'm sorry..."