Aiko/Ai no Yamai

Ai no Yamai
(Lovesick)

aiko

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Anata wo suki de shinzoko ai shite Konna ni setsunai mono nan datte Koe wo koroshite nakimashita Kono deai de atashi no karada ga Kawatte yuku mono nan datte Terekusakute hohoemimashita Ashita anata ga inaku natte Asatte kokorogawari shite Itsuka kirai ni nararetara... Atashi no kono yokei na kangae wo ima sugu topparatte yo Mou hanashi wa shinai to yakusoku shinakutemo ii kara Fuan de nemurenai yoru tonari ni ite kudasai Konya sou shite kudasai Towa ni naoranai ai no yamai ga Namida to kodoku to shiawase hakobi Atashi wo otona ni sasemashita Sono sekai ga yogoreta mono demo anata no egao sae areba Nan datte yatte yukeru ki ga suru kara "Ashita anata ga inaku natte Asatte kokorogawari shite Itsuka kirai ni nararetara" Atashi no ima itta kotoba ga machigatte ita to shitara Atashi no ima omou koto ga tadashikatta to shitara Sono tsudo anata ni wa sugu ni shikatte ite hoshii Sugu ni dakishimete hoshii Atashi no kono yokei na kangae wo ima sugu topparatte yo Mou hanashi wa shinai to yakusoku shinakutemo ii kara Fuan de nemurenai yoru tonari ni ite kudasai Konya sou shite kudasai Anata wo suki de shinzoko ai shite Konna ni setsunai mono nan datte Koe wo koroshite nakimashita

I love you from the bottom of my heart But I had no idea it would be so painful I cried in silence I had no idea our meeting Would cause my body to change like this I smiled shyly If you disappear tomorrow And the day after, I have a change of heart And if someday I should come to hate you... Please knock these ridiculous thoughts out of my head You don't have to promise me you'll never leave On nights when I'm afraid and can't sleep, just stay with me Please do so tonight This lovesickness will never be cured It brings me tears and loneliness and joy And made me an adult Even if this world is tainted I feel like I can do anything if I just have your smile "What if you disappear tomorrow And the day after, I have a change of heart And what if someday I should come to hate you?" If what I've just said is wrong If what I was just thinking is right I want you to always scold me when that happens I want you to hold me right away Please knock these ridiculous thoughts out of my head You don't have to promise me you'll never leave On nights when I'm afraid and can't sleep, just stay with me Please do so tonight I love you from the bottom of my heart But I had no idea it would be so painful I cried in silence