Nakashima Mika/Tears (Konayuki ga Mau You ni...)

Tears (Konayuki ga Mau You ni...)
(Tears (Like Falling Snow...))

Nakashima Mika

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Iki mo dekinai hodo Uchihishigare Shagamikonda Arukitsuzukete kita Michi no mannaka de Dare no sei demo naku Nasakenai jibun ni Itsuka mita Ano yume no kakera ga Namida ni naru Konayuki ga mau you na Yoru wo dakishimete hoho wo nurasou Nanimo mienai Kurayami no hate ni kasanatteku Kizu tsuita karada wa Toki no kawa de Iyaseru kedo Itsu no ma ni ka Miushinatta "jibun rashisa" wa Kako no wasuremono Kanawanai yume demo Aruite mitakatta Jounetsu de Mukuwareru kodoku wo Shinjite ita Konayuki ga yurenagara Shiroku someta kono yoru no naka de Nemurenai no wa Kowaresou dakara Konayuki ga mau you na Yoru wo dakishimete hoho wo nurasou Nanimo mienai Kurayami no hate ni kasanatteku Kasanatteku kasanatteku Dareka ni ai saretakute ai saretakute Jibun wo ai sezu ni ita Me wo tojiru to mawari kara subete Nanimo ka mo kiesou datta Sabishisa wo migarawasou to Ironna koto wo shita Kizuku to tatta hitori Warau koto mo wasurete ita Nan to naku wakatteta Mukashi mita yume wa yume de shika nai to Tsumaranai koto wa shitakunai Senaka wo marume jimen wo mite aruku Hi no hikari wo abinai shiroi hada wa Tsukarekitte ita Nani wo shite itemo toki wa sugite yuku

Battered so hard I couldn't breathe I crouched down In the middle Of the road I'd walked It's no one's fault But seeing The fragments of my dream In my pathetic self Makes me cry I'll embrace The snowy night and let it wet my cheeks I can't see a thing The darkness just keeps piling up I can heal My wounded body In the river of time But at some point I lost "what makes me who I am" Left behind in the past Even if my dream didn't come true I wanted to keep walking I believed This loneliness would be rewarded With passion The snow flutters about Painting the night white The reason I can't sleep Is because I feel like I'm going to break I'll embrace The snowy night and let it wet my cheeks I can't see a thing The darkness just keeps piling up Piling up, piling up I wanted to be loved, but no one loved me And I was unable to love myself I felt like everything around me would disappear If I closed my eyes I did so many things To try and distract myself from the loneliness Then I realized I was all alone And couldn't even remember how to laugh I had a feeling The dream I used to have was no more than a dream I don't want to do something stupid So I hunch my shoulders and walk with my eyes on the ground My white skin hasn't seen the light of day And I'm so tired No matter what I do, time keeps passing