Aiko/Biidoro no Yoru

Biidoro no Yoru
(Glass Night)

aiko

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Jaa mugon no mama demo ii Kono mama todaenai nara ii Tama ni kikoete kuru no nara Ikizukai ya ookina tameiki demo ii Sotchi de natteru kyuukyuusha Uchiage hanabi no kage Biidoro iro no namida wa juwaki ja kizukarenakute ii Tada "anata ga genki de shiawase de ireba sore de ii no" To narabeta kotoba wa uso Aenai no mo furenai no mo Atashi ga inai no mo zenbu iya Hontou wa kekkyoku wa sonna bamen Souzou suru dake demo iya Ima kono heya ni aru no wa sukima naku Umetsukusareta "suki" Tokei no hari wa sotto mawatte Ki ga tsukeba shirazu sora wa akarui Kangaesugita anata no koto Saikou to saiaku wo ichido ni omoiegaki Dou ni ka natte shimaisou yo Hajimete atta fuyu kaori hanatsu tsumetai fuyu Wasurerarenai me no oku Aitai kara oboretai kara Anata ni furete tashikametai Atashi no mune no naka ga surikireru Oto ga hontou ni kikoeru no ka Itsumo itsumo kimatte kao wo ageru toki wa Anata ga atashi wo oikoshita ato Yatto massugu mitsumerareru kedo Kuchibiru kanda sugata anata wa shiranai Aenai no mo furenai no mo Atashi ga inai no mo zenbu iya Hontou wa kekkyoku wa sonna bamen Souzou suru dake demo iya

Then just stay silent As long as it means this won't stop As long as I can hear you sometimes Even if it's just your breathing or a heavy sigh Or the ambulance siren blaring over there In the fireworks' shadow Over the phone you won't notice these glass-colored tears But "all I want is for you to be healthy and happy" Those words I strung together were a lie Not seeing you, not touching you Not being there, it's too much to bear The truth is, in the end, even just imagining That scene is too much to bear All that's in this room now Is "love" filling every last inch The hands of the clock turn silently And before I know it the sky is light I was thinking about you too much I imagine the best and the worst at once And it's driving me crazy The winter we first met, that cold, fragrant winter I'll never forget looking deep into your eyes I want to see you, I want to drown I want to touch you and find out If you can really hear the sound Of my heart being scraped out It's always, always the same Whenever you look up, it's when you've passed me And we're finally able to look at each other But you don't see when I'm biting my lip Not seeing you, not touching you Not being there, it's too much to bear The truth is, in the end, even just imagining That scene is too much to bear