CHEMISTRY/So in Vain

So in Vain

CHEMISTRY

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Hitori de iru yoru omou kimi ga iru Kono heya de chigau jikan sugoshiteta Kimi ga nokoshita shimi to uso no ato Boku ni nokosareta aware na yami Yuuutsusa toka wazurawashisa Toriaezu to oitari Ima dattara to kuyamu no nara Kizu tsuketemo... Uso tsuku koto oshiete kureta no ga Saigo no yasashisa datta kara Kizu tsuta furi misete damatte ita Saigo no zurusa wo boku wa ima mo oboeteru Hitorikiri no yoru sagasu mono ga aru Itsumo kono heya de kikoeteta uta Kimi ga nokoshita sasayaka na koe Boku ni nokosareta shizuka na yami Itooshisa to taisetsusa wo Ano toki wa to sametari Mou ichido to nadameru nara Kizu tsuitemo... Kawatta no wa jibun dake Sou omotte ita kedo jibun dake ga mada Sono mama da to ki zuita munashisa wo Hikizuru sabishisa dake ga ima mo nokotteru Waza to fukigen na taido yurusu kimi no Uso ni amaeta okubyou na boku no sabishii sokubaku Uso tsuku koto ga kimi no nokoshite itta Saigo no yasashisa datta nara Kizu tsuita furi misete yurushite ita Saigo no zurusa wo boku wa ima mo wasurenai Kizu tsuita furi misete nigete ita Itsuwari no namida no ato wa ima mo nokotteru I feel like I miss you Your song remains the same I can't be without you

On lonely nights, I think of you The different time you spent in this room The stains and traces of lies you left behind All that's left to me is this miserable darkness Depression and trouble I set aside, saying, "Anyway..." If I were to mourn, saying, "Now I'd..." Even if I hurt someone... Teaching me to lie Was your last kindness You were silent, pretending to be hurt I still remember your final deception On lonely nights, there's something I search for The song I always heard in this room The meager voice you left behind All that's left to me is this quiet darkness Love and preciousness I come to my senses, saying, "Back then..." If I were to soothe you, saying, "One more time..." Even if I hurt someone... The only thing that's changed is me That's what I thought, but when I realized I was still the same, it seemed all in vain And only the loneliness is left to me now I allowed your sullenness And believed your lies in my cowardly, lonely possessiveness If teaching me to lie was The last kindness you left behind You pretended to be hurt and forgave me Even now I won't forget that last deception You pretended to be hurt and ran away The traces of your false tears still remain with me I feel like I miss you Your song remains the same I can't be without you