Girugämesh/Dekiai

Dekiai
(Smothering Sorrow)

girugämesh

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English

Saikin nanka hen ja nai? Ai ga nai? Mata watashi no higai mousou? Mou...sou ne Hantoshi mo tateba mannerika mo shikata nai ka mo ne... Uso haki shitto Omoitsunoru "mou ii"...okoru Sonna no tsukaremashita? Kimi wa watashi ni itta yo ne? Yoyo yoyo nee? Motto ai shite to... Karamawari uso bakari... Mou unzari...dakedo sametari shinai no Hontou wa ne? Wasuretai Konna tsumetasugiru kankei nante Omae wa nanimo wakatte inai... Noshikakaru sokubaku to iu omomi Taekirenai yugami wo kakaeta ore wa... "Ai" sonna mono konna tsurasugiru mon nara iranai yo Mou ore ga ore de naku naru yo Omae no koto kirai ja nai ga Mou juubun teokure da omae kara moratta kizu... Anata ni wa wakaranai...kono kimochi... Kizukou to shitenai shi? Wagamama da to iwaretemo Kono ai wa uso nante tsukenai... Sokubaku toka iu kotoba Sonna tanjun na mono de shibaranaide? Kore kara mo ima datte Kono ai wa dare yori mo tsuyoi yo? "Ai...koi...saki" Chiri to nari "Yume no yume" Uta utae Kimi no kaze tooku e fuiteku...

Something feels off lately, doesn't it? Don't you love me anymore? Am I just being paranoid? It's just...well I guess it's not surprising we'd fall into a rut after six months... Lies and jealousy It all escalates until "I've had enough"...I get angry Are you sick of that? You told me, didn't you? Night after night after night...love me more, you said Nothing but fruitless lies... I'm sick of it...but my love never cools You want to know the truth? I want to forget All about this frigid relationship You don't understand at all... You don't get the weight of this ball and chain And when I can no longer stand the burden of that strain... If "love" hurts this much, then I don't want it anymore I'm no longer myself I don't hate you But it's way too late, these wounds you gave me... You don't understand...these feelings... And you don't even try to understand You may say I'm selfish But this love can't lie... Don't tie it down with words Like ball and chain Now and forever This love is stronger than anyone "Love~romance~blooms" And then scatters "Dream~within~a dream" Sing a song Blow your wind far away...