Girugämesh/Fujun Ai

Fujun Ai
(Impure Love)

girugämesh

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Anata no koto ano hito yori Ima wa sugoku suki nan dakedo Futoshita shunkan yokogiru no Chirachira tte Ukkari shite Ano namae wo yobisou ni nattari shite Hisshi ni gomakasu watashi tte Baka mitai Sore wa chigau... Ano hito nara kitto kou shite kureta no ni Anata ni ano hito wo oshitsukete Saitei Wakatteru wa Kono mama ja jibun wo yurusenai tte koto mo Nandomo nandomo naita wa Gaman dekinai Watashi to watashi ga mayoi samayotte Anata to anata ga sukoshi zutsu kasanaru yo Ai shiteru ai shiteru... Shinu kurai ai shiteru wa Yurusarenai kono fujun ai... Tsurasugite tsurasugite... Zutto sakebitsuzuketeta Kanau hazu nai negai wo matte iru no... Tsurai toki kurushii toki... Anata ga soba ni ita kara Ima no watashi ga aru no ni... Watashi wa ima nani wo shiteru no?? Me no mae no kare wo miyou to sezu ni... Omoide kara nigeteru dake... Ai shiteru ai shiteru... Shinu kurai ai shiteru wa Yurusarenai kono fujun ai... Kegarete iku kegarete iku Kurushimerareta omoide... Watashi no naka ni ita kare wo wasure...

Right now I love you More than I love him But then I see him Out the corner of my eye Thoughtlessly I almost call his name I try to cover it up Like an idiot That's wrong... I keep pushing him on you Saying this is what he would have done I'm a horrible person I know At this rate I'll never be able to forgive myself I've cried so many times I can't stand it anymore I and me drift, lost You and you begin to overlap a little I love you, I love you... I love you so much I could die This impure love is unforgivable... It hurts too much, it hurts too much... I kept screaming Waiting for a wish that will never be granted... When it hurt, when times were tough... You were by my side That's why I am who I am today... So what am I doing now?? Not even seeing the man in front of me... Just trying to escape the memories... I love you, I love you... I love you so much I could die This impure love is unforgivable... I'm filthy, I'm filthy Tormented by memories... Forget the man inside me...