Suzuki Ami/Another World

Another World

Suzuki Ami

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Nakanaka ne nukedasenai sonna kimochi wo Uchiakeru to mawari ga toozakatte shimau Otona butteta jibun ni tsukarete kita yo Odayaka na mainichi ga...every day... Wakaranai hanashi ni mo tsuite ikou to Wakaru furi shite niawanai kuchibeni tsukete Futto kagami miru to muri shite iru jibun ga... Kodomo no mama de itai... Chiisai koro yume mita otona no sekai Fushigi na yo no naka ima samayou yo Muishiki na kanjou wo Tomaru koto no nai jikan no naka de Sunao ni waraeta mukashi no you ni Modoritai...modorenai... Demo ima wa otona ni narikirenai jibun wo miru to Otona ni naritaku nai...naritai no ka mo shirenai... Demo ima wa otona ni narikirenai jibun wo miru to Otona ni naritaku nai...naritai no ka mo shirenai... Omoikiri... Muri shite iru watashi ni kizukanai otonatachi Kono mama ookiku natte yuku jibun ga fushigi Kyuukutsu datta kutsu mo nuide...dosoku de kokoro Hashirinukenakya ikenai... Yume no sekai samayotteta mayonaka Ima wa nazeka dandan narete kite iru Dareka no nukumori de Kono sabishisa wo tsutsumikonde hoshii Wasurete shimaitai...kedo wasurenai... Tanoshikatta hazu na no ni... Kodomo no mama mou sukoshi dake Otona ni naru sonna shunkan Itsumo wa nanika ni owarete iru sonna yume wo Demo nazeka yasashisa ni tsutsumare hajimete iru yo Tsurai toki kujikesou na yoru wo kowagatte ita ne Ashita wo miru tame ni norikoenakya ikenai ne!

I feel like I just can't shake free But when I tell people about it, they distance themselves I'm getting tired of playing grown up Those quiet days...every day... I try to follow conversations I don't understand And I put on lipstick that doesn't suit me Then when I glance in the mirror I see how I'm forcing myself... I want to stay a child... When I was little I dreamed of the grown up world Now I'm wandering through this strange land Unconscious emotions Through the unstoppable flow of time I used to smile so honestly I want to go back...I want to go back... But right now when I see how I'm struggling to be an adult I don't want to grow up...or maybe I do But right now when I see how I'm struggling to be an adult I don't want to grow up...or maybe I do I'm resigned... Adults don't notice how I'm forcing myself It's weird how I keep growing I take off my too-tight shoes...and my heart's Gotta run with my outside shoes still on... In the middle of the night I drifted through a dream world But now for some reason I've started to get used to it I want someone's warmth To enfold this loneliness I want to forget...but I can't... This was supposed to be fun... Just a little more time as a child That instant when I become an adult I've always had a dream that I'm being chased by something But now I'm starting to be enfolded by tenderness It's scary when times are tough and some nights you think you're gonna break But you've just got to overcome it to see tomorrow!