Tokyo Jihen/Jusui Negai

Jusui Negai
(I Want to Drown Myself)

Tokyo Jihen

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Jibun no sekai wo tobidasu Yuuki wo moteta akatsuki ni Ima made haita kudaranu uso wo bika shite kudasaru? Demo tabun muri hirou ga koeteru Tanin no kitai wo uke tomeru Ishi wo moteta akatsuki ni Tsuranuite kita kudaranu ronri wo mitomete kudasaru? Mata onaji koto kurikaeshite iru Tengenji tatte kyou wa bousou hantou e Joshuseki ni umatta anata no seimei Dou ni demo shite nante iu nara nan demo shite agetai kedo Atashi nanka de ii no Atashi wo koroshite sore kara chanto hitori de shineru no ka Kotae mo shinai kodomo no kamen wo tsuketa azayaka na me Mou hitotsu no hou ikiru hou wa dou Kaihin kouen kyou mo gekkou ni usuyami Joshuseki ni tetta anata no shingou Kooto no shita wo hatte iru ryoute wa Nannimo tsukamenai desho Hitochigai ja nai kashira Daikirai desu Zenbu ga iya desu Shousan shitagatte iru anata no uso haki Konya ikou konna shiyou mo nai onna ga Ikiaraeru nante arare mo nai wa! ...Douzo yatte

On the dawn of the day I have the courage To jump out of my own world Will you beautify the stupid lies I've told? But it's probably useless; I'm beyond exhausted On the dawn of the day I have the will To live up to the expectations of others Will you accept the stupid logic I've lived by? The same thing happens again Today I leave from Tengenji to the Boso Pensinsula Your life buried in the passenger seat You say to do whatever, and I want to do something for you But are you sure you want me? Will you be able to die once you've killed me? Your bright eyes don't answer, covered with a child's mask How about the other, how about living? As usual the seaside park is all moonlight and pale darkness Your signal shone in the passenger seat Your hands that crawl beneath my coat Won't find anything Maybe you've got the wrong person I hate it I hate everything The lies you spout as you praise me There's no way a hopeless girl like me Can live after tonight! ...Please kill me